Sick

So is it winter again yet?  I know that sounds bad but I so prefer winter over summer months for so many reasons...Summer: can't take off enough clothes, if the a.c. goes out there is just not enough fans to make it better, and pollen.  I hate pollen, because ever since my wisdom teeth came in about 4 years ago to totally f'd up my allergys and every summer about this time I get this thing called HayFever.  It sounds horrible and when my younger sister was told I had it she thought I was going to die.  I might actually feel like I want to die while I go through it but no...and to me no allergy medicine can fix my problem!

Winter I am the healthies I have ever been, if it gets cold out, I put more clothes on, when heater goes out switch to space heaters, and guess what no pollen!  I might get a random headache but nothing that even compares to what I feel like right now.  And the sad part is I will feel like this until all the grass, plants, and fields begin to turn from green to brown.  But that first frost omg I feel it in my bones and I can sigh in relief! 

When I tell people my favorite time of year is winter time they look at me funny!  I mean sure its cold but have you ever experianced one of our summers here?  It gets really hot outside, I so do enjoy the rain so much it is ridiculous.  I pray for rain to come in and make the pollen in the air to calm down!  Plus it helps that it cools down a little bit. I love playing in the rain! 

What really sucks about this pollen problem is working, it doesn't matter if you go in with a small headache it will only get bigger as the day goes on.  And of course management that doesn't have allergies like this don't understand when you take a couple days off just to stay in bed.   There like so what its allergies!  People have them all the time...You dont understand the pain I am right now, I feel like someone took a 2x4 and slammed into my FACE!  Not the back not the side but the whole front of my face!

For those of you that don't have to suffere through this time of year...Good For you I was you at one time!  I wish I was back...do you think if I ask nicely they will take my whole sinus cavity out?